To forgive you is to allow myself to remember you
To remember you is to admit to myself you did exist
To admit it is to believe I was once with you
To believe this is to face the truth I have been hiding from
To face it is to relive my precious moments with you
To relive it is to gamble with my emotions again
To gamble is to risk feeling things for you
To feel is to become vulnerable one more time
To be vulnerable is to confirm my weakness to you
To confirm it is to force myself to see the truth
To see it is to admit that I still love you
And that is why I do not want to forgive you.
Rania F. E.