Just as much as I love you; I don’t want to trust you with my heart
Just as much as I want you; I don’t want to be near you
Just as much as I miss you; I don’t want to remember you
Just as much as I need you; I don’t want to have you in my life
Just as much as I want to see you; I’d rather ignore the thought that I can
Just as much as I want to run to you; I’d rather run far away from you
Just as much as I want to think of you; I’d rather find a way to forget you
Just as much as I want to hold you; I’d rather accept that was in the past
Just as much I say
Maybe yay but maybe nay
Feelings in the long run may stay
Thoughts may one day go away
In the end who is to say
Will I see you again someday??
Rania F. E.
This is beautiful. I miss the girl who thinks of me this way. She’s never said it – but I know the thoughts are there.. Thank you for posting this – it may help more than you know.
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Beautiful poem sad in a lot of ways. For me truly heartfelt. I have such mixed feelings for the woman who shredded my heart.
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