Closet Covert Narcissist: Ready or Not-here I come

Ever been so dumbfounded when you realize you have been interacting with someone who has two faces. And no I’m not referring to Geminis. That’s a whole other pain on its own. No offence to any Geminis out there. Forgive my generalization. But Damn if you actually end up interacting with a Narcissistic Gemini with a borderline personality disorder. Uffff!! God help you. You better Run fast.

Jokes aside, imagine you thought you knew someone for the longest time. You interacted on a close level. You lived through Continue reading

Learning to ask for help

I am an individual who had a hard time asking for help and receiving in general. It’s been a lifelong challenge and mission to improve. I struggled for most of my adult life asking anyone for help unless it was a dire need. I was adamant on being self-sufficient and totally independent even if I had to suffer. I couldn’t see past my need to take care of myself and to never need anyone or depend on anyone. There are reasons for this Continue reading

Conversation with My Heart

How many times will I keep going through this? How much more can my heart take? Why do I always end up in the same spot every time? Do I continuously make wrong choices and am I that bad in my judgements? It’s at times like these when I think I know nothing. I think I do, but obviously I don’t. Continue reading