The wait is over

So you plan for something and it seems like there is lots of time until the moment you have waited for. There is anticipation, anxiety and some expectation.  But nothing happens the way you imagine it. Events unfold in ways you never thought it could. You wait and you wait and sometimes you think there is still lots of time to do this and say that. Little did you know, time is passing while you are not paying attention. It’s actually faster than you thought. The moment comes and the moment goes. You only realize it after it had passed. And the wait is finally over. Continue reading

This Moment

Here I am sitting in the balcony of my suite, looking upon a magnificent view, listening to the sound of the rain as it hits the trees and the ground, with an accompanying sound of the birds chirping. I describe my setting however the reality is much more beautiful than the words to describe it. It’s a moment to be lived, to be felt, to be immersed into its magic. I realize at this moment Continue reading

New Beginning

With my Birthday approaching, this is the time I normally sit back and reflect on my life. I face myself with the reality of what is, not what I would like it to be.  A reality check so to speak.  My life runs in front of my eyes like a movie and I am watching myself; laugh, cry, succeed, fail, satisfied, deprived, happy, sad, content, needy, surrounded by many and alone. Continue reading